Spring Break

During my most recent trip back home, my great grandmother fell and broke her pelvic bone. My mother is doing worse, my father hardly talked to me. The relationship I have been in for 3 years is currently on the rocks.

After this fun filled week of question, All I can think about is what I should do for my self. I have nothing but questions spinning around in my head and I don't know which way to even start thinking about this. I have having to try to decide what is the best choice for me, either way I go on this one its a lose lose situation. If I stay I miss out on my family, If I go I could be passing up the best thing that has come in my life.

I want to go back to when I was a child, when my parents pick what they thought would be the best out come for me, I don't want to hurt anyone and I really hate conflict. Anyway I look at this one conflict is going to be present and someone even including me is going to be hurt.

Wish me luck today starts the day of the rest of my life......

Growing Up

When you are younger you have many chances to make the right choice...a lot of those right choices are presented in front of you and your parents even try to guide you. But a miscommunication with yourself leads to the wrong choice and has many consequences.
Once when I was younger my mother would tell me all the time that I need to listen to her, and not hang out with certain people instead of listening I did the complete opposite and made some wrong choices that to this day I am still learning from....I wish at times I would have just stayed home instead of going out...